Dear 緣份這件事,
Our relationship started from spring 2007, a romantic scenes not only could issue from love story’s book or movie, but it was really also happened in our real life. Like destiny, we have met, we were talking, we were sharing, we enjoyed it, and we felt that happy when we were doing everything together at that time, also because of that, we are suffering now for the distance, we can not meet that often, we can not talking face to face, we can share nothing whenever we feel whatever happy or sad, we only could taste lonely with ourselves when we alone …
At beginning of May 2007, I have done my internship successfully at Boston, MA. That was a 10 month training program, Three month special intense management training at New York Company, then I was transferred to Boston to joined the opening team for the new company. After almost one year hard and tough management trainee period, I had learnt a lot but also felt tired and exhausted, for the past seven month I had almost no private time for my own, I was long for relax and see some thing new. My auntie living in San Francisco, as she knew I arrived east coast almost year ago, she invited me several times to the west coast, I could make it finally then.
"Me" is auntie’s old friend for long time; I met her at first moment when I landed on San Francisco. That was a late night flight, when I step out of the airport, I felt excited but also starved, we went to a restaurant with her together, and she just gave to me a very warmly welcome at that night. Auntie is bit old person so not that energetic, Janny was drove her car and carried me to lots of fine place and sightsees. The first few days were phenomenal, we had lots of fine together, she treated me like good friend, and I already had a very good first impression of her, but still feel like normal friend, until that night.
Maybe the internship was overburden to me; maybe I was still too young for the realistic phenomenon of practical, I was treated not fair when I came through from the practice in Boston, also felt bit doubt of my future career and personal life, Janny is a sensitive person, good sensitive with experience, she could read some thing from my eyes and my thinking, she could figure out the truth and reason from the surface. At that night, finished all day long trip at bay-area, after dinner at auntie’s place, we still feel have too much thing want to talk and discuss, till the late night, auntie asked me to accompany Janny back home for it was too late, we sit in her car, we were talking, talking and talking, we even could not feel the time was flies. I was confiding all my troubles and confuses, she just lent an attentive ear to my complaints and giving advises, also guided me to the right track of my philosophy and principle. When the dawn was coming, and she closed her bedroom door, left me alone in the guest bedroom, I was counting my heartbeat, smelling the perfume she left in the air, I just realize she is the one, and this feeling is the right feel I am exactly long for, and fortunately, when she was waked up and I just showed her all my mind, I got it, my true love. Late on when we discuss about that night, she said she was also inspired by my passions, when she saw the pictures I took with my classmates and friends, she also touch the feeling and effect by my smiling in the photos, interested my experience from the past few years I was spent in Europe, where I studied for the past four years.
And the coming few days, we drove to Los-Angles, to Disney land, we were visiting restaurant, we were shopping, we were cooking, she brought me to her cousin, to her friends, she just want to show me as much as possible brilliant life we could have, we really had a nice and great moment at that time, but the sad thing should coming then would coming anyway, I had to left states soon, left her for the visa reason.
We have faith, we want to plan a bright future of us, just two month after I back to China, she came to city where I live, we were spending a wonderful time together over here in China, my family like her so much, my mom even told me she can set her heart a rest if Janny marry me. But the same sad problem still exist, when her visa is terminate, she has to left China again, we were separated again.
She has come to China more than three times so far, it is really cost and we hate that. We just want to stay and live together. We have faith and we hope this will come soon.
編輯者: 中國泰山 (2008-12-02 09:42:30)